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The Abyss (feat. Ryo Kinoshita from Crystal Lake)

from Oceans by Esprit D'Air

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lyrics

Clipped wings, I'm so lost right now
As I'm a broken thing, I'm all alone
When this started I was just a kid
Didn't know anything but to spit
I did what I was told but I was wrong
It ended up getting my heart numb and cold
I'm trying to find the way out of this maze
But sometimes I feel like I want to stay
Like sadistic love and masochistic hate
I gave up everything 'cause I got married to this pain
Now I can see the world changing
I'm gonna end, gonna end what I started
I'm gonna kill, gonna kill what I created
To end this pain

Here I stand alone with broken wings
Looking up to the sky 'cause I'm not ready to fly
My tears fuel the fire, I just watch it burn
Looking up to the sky, burning into the night

You can tie me to the ground
But you can't take my voice away
You're wearing me out
But I will scream even if I'm dead in my grave
I finally found the way out of this maze
But sometimes I feel caught in the waves
Like sadistic love and masochistic hate
I gave up everything 'cause I got married to this pain
To end this pain

Here I stand alone with broken wings
Looking up to the sky 'cause I'm not ready to fly
My tears fuel the fire, I just watch it burn
Looking up to the sky, burning into the night
Into the night

I'm on my own again
But I've never felt so alive
I scream I bleed until the day I die

Here I stand alone with an unbroken heart
Looking up to the sky 'cause I'm now ready to fly
My tears fuel the fire, you just watch it burn
Flying in the sky, burning into the night

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from Oceans, released February 18, 2022

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